I am willing to give up knowing
What I think love is
What I think it is suppose to look like
Who it needs to be shared with
How long it needs to be given
I am willing to give up knowing
What love is suppose to mean to me
To another
I am willing to give up knowing
Love
And willing to receive and experience
Love
From a place of pure awareness
I am willing to allow love
To fill me
Move me
Flow through me
I am willing to welcome
Love
In all it’s forms
No judgments
Boundaries
Guidelines
I am willing to be lead
By love
To listen to the whisper
Of my heart
From the unknown
And walk a new path
Toward a fresh new way
Of being in love
With me
And another
I am willing to give up knowing
Where this path will lead
And instead trust
In the power
Energy
Certainty
That is love
I am willing to give up knowing
Who
How
Why
I share this love
And instead turn the focus on
Me
As I become the embodiment of
Love
In a way that has no
Direction
Or purpose
I am willing to give up knowing
What another thinks and feels
About my choices
I am willing to give up knowing
What comparison and compromise
Means or looks like
I am willing to give up knowing
Where I came from and how or why
Love was not given
Or taken away at the time
I am willing to give up knowing
What that lack
Has cost me
I am willing instead to embrace the knowing
That I am here, now, in this moment in time
Surrounded by the people and situations
That I am
Because of the silent, invisible love
That has been guiding me
All along
I am willing to give up knowing
How to use or manipulate
Love
To get something that I think
I should have
I am willing to give up knowing
The true measurement of love
That my children have received from me
And instead trust in the love
Universal love
That binds us and guides us toward
The perfect place to be
Together
Exactly as we are
Now
I am willing to give up knowing
How to perfectly parent or be in relationship
To give up knowing how to get it right
Because there are so many specific yet imaginary places
To get to
I am willing to give up knowing
Whether I have done it right
Made the right decisions
Taken us where we are suppose to be
I am willing to give up knowing
Why I chose to stay stuck for so many years
And embrace the knowing that there is perfection in there
Somewhere
I am willing to give up knowing
The mechanics of my marriage
And what my future is suppose to be
Without it
Instead I am willing to trust
That there is a love
That has been writing this story
With a creative genius
And desire
To see me just be me
However it is that I choose to be
I am willing to allow
This love
Of not knowing
Be my guide back to me
And the real relationships
I have always desired
